YAH SATYA KATHA UN DINO KI HAI JAB MAI MATRIC CLASS ME PADH RAHA THA. AAJ KAL KE TARAH POLITHIN BAG KA CHALAN US SAMAY NA THA. GHAR KE LIYE KIRANE KI SAMGRI KAGAJ KE BANE THAILA JISE THONGA KAHA JATA THA, ME AATA THA. EK DIN MAINE EK THONGE KI SAMGRI KHALI KAR KE ULAT-PALAT KAR DEKH RAHA THA .. USME EK JAGAH MUJHE LIKHA HUA MILA - "BHAGVAN SHIV KO KEWDE AUR MALTI KE FUL NAHI CHADHANE CHAHIYE .. " ... MAINE AAGE PADHNE KI KOSHISH KI PAR USME AAGE KUCHH MUJHE MIL NAHI PAYA KYONKI VAH KOI PUSTAK TO THA NAHI .. BALKI KISI PUSTAK KE PANNESE BANA HUA EK THONGA THA .. ASTU .. MAINE KUCHH PANDIT JI SE PUCHHA TO JAWAB MILA KI, SHASTRO ME JO BAAT KI MANAHI HAI TO BAS MANAHI HAI .. AB KYON AUR KAISE KA KOI PRASHNA NAHI KARNA CHAHIYE. MAI UNKE BAATON SE SANTUSHT NA HUA. UN SABHI PANDITON NE SHASTRA KI GUHAR MATRA LAGAYI THI .. KISI NE MUJHE SANTOSH JANAK UTTAR NAHI DIYA. ATAH MAINE IS PAR KHUD PAHAL KAR UTTAR DHUNDH NIKAL LENE KA NISHCHAY KAR LIYA.
MAINE SOCHA .. JO BAAT MANA KI GAYI HAI USE HI KARO .. KHUD HI SAMAJH ME AA JAYEGI. BAS FIR KYA THA .. MAINE BHAGVAN SHIV KI BAHUT SUNDAR SI PRATIMA LE AAYA AUR USKO EK SHILA-KHAND PAR STHAPIT KIYA. FIR MERE MAN ME AAYA KI, SHIV KE GAN TO BHOOT LOG HAI .. YADI MANA KI GAYI BAAT KO MAINE KIYA TO BHOOT LOG MUJHE TANG KARENGE .. SO MAINE SHIV PRATMA KE BAGAL ME EK HANUMAN JI KI BHI PRATIMA STHAPIT KAR DIYA .. KYONKI HANUMAN JI KE DAR SE BHOOT LOG BHAG JAYENGE .. MUJHE TANG NAHI KARENGE.
TO FIR KYA THA .. SHIV AUR HANUMAN KI SANYUKTA SADHNA MAINE SHURU KAR DI. MAI NITYA SHIV PUJAN ME MALTI AUR KEWDE KA PUSHP CHADHANE LAGA. KUCHH SAMAY BITA. SAB KUCHH SAMANYA HI THA. LEKIN RAATRI ME KUCHH AJIBO-GARIB SE SWAPNA AANE LAGE. UN DINO JIS CHIJ KA SWAD MAINE CHAKHE NA THE. USKA BHI AANAND DAYAK SWAD USNE MUJHE CHAKHA DIYA. ITNA AUR AISA AANAND KI, VAISA VASTVIK JIVAN ME MIL PANA SAMBHAV NAHI HAI.
AISA KYA THA ? KISNE KYA CHAKHA DIYA ?
VAH BAHUT HI SUNDAR THI .. USKI PATLI-SI KAMAR, UNNAT UROJ, BHARI SI NITAMB .. SANG-MAR-MAR SI GORI AUR SAUNDARY ITNA KI, AAJ TAK VAISI KHUBSURAT KANYA-STRI MAINE DEKHE HI NAHI............. VAH NITYA RAATRI ME SHAYAN KE BAAD NIDRAAVSTHA ME AATI THI ... MAI SWAPNA DEKH RAHA HOTA THA KI, MAI BISTAR PAR LETA HUA HUN .. VAH MAND-MAND MUSKAN KE SATH MANTHA GATI SE .. KAMAR KO LACHKATE HUE .. UROJO KO HILATE HUE .. MERE OR BADHTI CHALI AATI, FIR VAH MERE PAIRON KO SAHLATI HUI MERE UPAR JHUK JATI .. MAI USE NA NAHI KAH PATA THA .. ISKE BAAD DONO PARAM AANAND ME DUB JATE THE .. BAHUT DER TAK AISI AVSTHA BANI HUI RAHTI AUR .. FIR VAH HAULE SE UTH KHADI HOTI .. MUJHE APNE AAGOSH ME BHAR LETI .. FIR GOD ME UTHA KAR CHAL DETI .. VAH HAMESHA MUJHE GOD ME UTHAKAR UTTAR DISHA KI OR HI JATI THI. MAI AANAND ME DUBA HUA SA USKE GOD ME...... JAB KUCHH DURI TAK CHALA JATA TO .. MUJHE EHSAS HOTA KI, MAI KISI AGYAT JAGAH KI OR JA RAHA HUN .. MUJHE SURAKSHA KI JARURAT HAI .. AISA MAHSUS HOTE HI MAI HANUMAN JI KO GUHAR LAGA DETA. BAS, FIR KYA THA .. VAH MUJHE APNE GOD SE NICHE GIRA DETI THI. JAB MAI USKE GOD SE NICHE GIRTA THA TO MUJHE HALKI-SI CHOT LAGNE KI ANUBHUTI HOTI THI AUR MERI NIND TUT JATI AUR AANKHE KHUL JATI THI. MAI KHUD KO APNE VISTAR SE LAGBHAG EK BAANS KI DURI PAR UTTAR DISHA ME GIRA HUA PATA THA.
YAH GHATNA PURE RAAT BHAR ME SIRF EK BAR HI GHATIT HOTI THI AUR AGLE DIN MAN ME AJIB SA AANAND-SA BHARA HUA MALOOM HOTA AUR DIN BHAR KAFI THAKAN SI BHI MAHSUS HOTI THI.
AISA GHATNA KAFI DINO TAK CHALTA HI RAH .. MUJHE THAKAN AUR KAMJORI SI MAHSUS HONE LAGI. TAB MAINE NISHCHAY KAR LIYA KI, MUJHE APNE SADHNA ME SUDHAR KAR HI LENE CHAHIYE. SO MAINE MALTI AUR KEWDE KE PUSHP CHADHANE BAND KAR DIYE. ISKE BAD IS TARAH KE SWAPNA AANE BAND HO GAYE .. LEKIN NAYI PARESHANI SHURU HO GAYI.
AB ROJ RATRI ME KABHI BHAGVAN SHIV KA DARSHAN HOTA TO KABH HANUMAN JI KA ... DARSHAN TAK TO THIK THA .. LEKIN JO AAGE HOTA VO KAFI BHAYANAK AUR HAASYASPAD BHI.
SHIV KE DARSHAN HOTE SAMAY VE KAFI PRASHNAA MUDRA ME DIKHTE THE AUR THODI HI DER BAAD VE KAFI GUSSE KE SATH MERE UPAR AAKRAMAN KAR DETE MAI UNKA JAWAB DETA RAHTA .. KAFI HATH-PAYI HO JATI .... AUR LADTE-LADTE MERI HALAT KHARAB HO JATI. FIR MERI NIND KHUL JATI.
FIR YAHI DRISHYA HANUMAN JI KE SATH DEKHTA ... HANUMAN JI SE BHI KAFI DER TAK MALLA-YUDHA KARTA THA .. II KABHI - KABHI HANUMAN JI SHIV SE MUJHE BACHANE KE LIYE .. KHUD SHIV SE LOHA LENE LAGTE. TO KABHI SWAPNA ME HO RAHE HANUMAN JI KE SATH YUDDH ME MUJHE BACHANE KE LIYE SHIV KHUD MERE PAKSHA SE YUDDHA KARNE LAG JATE .... OH IIIIIII
AISA HO TO ... KOI BHI PARESHAN HO JAYEGA ... EK DIN KI BAAT HO TO KOI BAT NA THI .. YANHA TO ROJ HI MUJHE YUDDHA KARNE PAD RAHE THE. ANTA ME BADE-BUJURGON KE SALAH PAR JHAAD-FUNK KARNE VALE EK GUNI KE PAAS MUJHE JANA PADA.
VAH GUNI MUJHE DEKH KAR MUSKURAY AUR BADI SHRADDHA SE MUJHE PRANAM BHI KIYA .. USKI YAH BAAT MUJHE US VAKTA SAMAJH ME NA AAYI. USNE AAGE KAHA -"ARE BAAP RE ...BADI BADHIYA CHIJ BAA ... LEKIN BABUA TA ABAHI LAIKE BARAN .. SAMHAL NA PAIHAN .. KAHA TA .. HATA DINHI .. "'
MAINE KAHA- '' HANH ! HATA DINHI ... PARESHAN HO GAYIL BANI .. BAAP RE BAAP ..!!!!
BAS USNE APNE PAAS PADE SIDDHA JHADU KO MERE SHIR SE PAANV TAK 7 BAR UTARA. FIR USI DIN SE YE SAB PARESHANI JATI RAHI .. MAI BILKUL SWASTH HO GAYA.
PAR ..... MERE PRASHNA KA UTTAR TO MILA HI NAHI KI, SHIV KO MALTI AUR KEWDE KA PUSHP KYON NAHI CHADHAN CHAHIYE......
IS PRASHNA KA UTTAR MUJHE EK SAAL BAD MILA .. BADE HI RAHASYMAYI VYAKTI KE DWARA ............... !!
KYA ? AB BAAD ME LIKHTA HUN .... HARI OM NAMAH SHIVAY
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MAI MATRIC UTTRIN HO CHUKA THA. MERI DAKHILA VIDYALAY KE JAGAH AB MAHAVIDYALAY ME HUA. EK UMANG .. EK NAYI TARANG THE IN DINO. VARG ME PADHAI PAR VISHESH DHYAN DENE PADTE THE .. IN DINO .. KYONKI MERE MATA-PITA AAJ-KAL KE MATA-PITA KE TARAH NA THE. AAJ KAL TO APNE BACHCHE KI PADHAI PAR HONE VALE KHARCH PAR HI SIRF DHYAN DETE HAI. LADAKI HAI TO .. PADHA LIKHA-KAR VIVAH KAR DENE KI JALDI HOTI HAI AUR YADI LADKA HAI TO VAH PADH-LIKH KAR KOI BADHYA SA NAUKARI PAKAD LE .. TAKI, PED JO UNHONE LAGAYE HAI KAFI PAISE KHARCH KARKE .. US KHARCH KI VAPSI VIVAH RUPI FAL KE DWARA PAYA JA SAKE. MERE MATA-PITA PADHAI KE LIYE TUTION JAISE SHABD SE KAFI CHIDHTE THE .. VE KAHTE - JO BACHCHA KHUD SE NAHI PADHA YA NAHI PADHNA CHAHTA HAI .. US PAR LAKH TUTION LAGA DO .. VAH JINDGI ME KABHI PADH NAHI PAYEGA. BHALE HI UNCHI DIGARIYAN HASIL KAR LE .. LEKIN VAH KOI SRIJANATMAK KARY NAHI KAR SAKTA .. VAH TO PADH-LIKH KAR KOLHU KE BAIL KE TARAH NAUKARI ME SIRF NAUKAR KE BHANTI KHATEGA .... VAGAIRAH - VAGAIRAH... !!
MAI HAMESHA NIYAM SE APANI CLASS JOIN KAR RAHA THA .. EK DIN KI BAAT HAI. US DIN ACHANAK .. EK GHANTI PADHAI HONE KE BAD .. BAKI SARE GHANTIYON KI CHHUTTI HO GAYI. SAMAY KHALI KHALI SA LAGNE LAGA. IS LIYE MAINE NISHCHAY KIYA KI, APNI CYCLE SE THODA IDHAR-UDHAR GHUMUNGA .. FIR GHAR VAPAS JAUNGA.
MAI GHUMTA HUA .. ARRAH KE B D O BLOCK OFFICE KE PAAS JA PAHUNCHA. GARMI KE DIN THE .... THODI PYAS BHI MUJHE LAG RAHI THI .. SO MAINE US OFFICE KE PRANGAN ME BANE HUE EK SHIV-MANDIR KE PAS CHAPAKAL SE PANI NIKAL KAR PIYA AUR FIR USI SHIV-MANDIR PRANGAN ME BAITH KAR THODI-SI SUSTA LENE KI SOCHI .. !!
MAINE US MANDIR PRANGAN ME EK BHADRA PURUSH KO BHI BAITHE HUE DEKHA. UNKI VESH-BHUSHA SAMANY-SI THI. VE SAFED RANG KE DHULE HUE DHOTI AUR KURTA PAHAN RAKHE THE. CHHOTE-CHHOTE SHIR KAR KESH THE AUR APNE BHAAL-PRADESH PAR BHAGVAN SHIV KE TARAH SAFED CHANDAN KE TILAK LAGA RAKHE THE. UNHE DEKH KAR MAN SHRADDHA AUR SAMMAN KE BHAV SE BHARA JA RAHA THA. SO MAINE UNHE BADE HI VINIT BHAV SE NAMASKAR KIYA. VE APNE HAATH UTHA KAR AASHIRVAD DIYA. MAI UNKE PAAS BAITH GAYA AUR BOLA - "AAP VIDVAN MALOOM HOTE HAI ."
VE BINA KUCHH BOLE MERI OR PREM SE DEKHTE HUE MUSKURAYE.
MAINE AAGE KAHA -"MERI EK JIGYASA HAI JO, MUJHE PARESHAN KAR RAKHI HAI .. JANHA TAK MAI SAMAJH RAHA HUN .... AAP MERI JIGYASA KA SATIK SAMADHAN KAR DENGE .. YADI AAPKI AADESH MILE TO MAI APANI JIGYASA AAPKO SAMANE RAKHUN."
UNHO NE KAHA -''PUCHHO !! KYA JANKARI CHAHIYE TUMHE ?"
MAINE KAHA -"BHAGVAN SHIV KO MAALTI AUR KEWDE KE PUSHP KYON NAHI CHADHANE CHAHIYE ?"
UNHONE MUSKURA KAR KAHA -"TUMHARE SHIV NE HI TO SHRAPIT KAR DIYA THA .. JIS KARAN AB YE PUSHP NAHI CHADHAYE JATE HAI".
MAINE KAHA -"MERE SHIV ?
UNHO NE KAHA -" HAAN !!"
VO KYON AUR KAISE ? - MAINE PUCHHA.
ISKE JAWAB ME UNHO NE EK KATHA SUNAYI .. JO IS PRAKAR HAI -
JAGAT SRIJAN KE BAAD .. DEV, DANU AUR MANU KE BICHA APNI-APNI EK AHAM-SI THI .. HAR KOI APNA VARCHASVA KAYAM KAR LENA CHAH RAHA THA. EK BAR, BRAHMA AUR VISHNU KE BICH VIVAD HONE LAGA KI, IS JAGAT ME SABSE SHRESHTH KAUN HAI ?
BRAHMA SRIJAN KARNE KE LIYE KHUD KO SHRSHTH KAH RAHE THE TO VISHNU KA KAHNA THA .. YADI SRIJIT KO MAI SAMBHAL NA LUN .. USKA PRATI-PALAN NA KARUN TO SRISHTI UTPANNA HOTE HI NASHT HO JAYEGI .. IS SHRISHTI KI ASTITVA KAYAM RAHNE KA KARAN MAI HUN .. ATAH MAI SHRESHTH MAUI HUN.
KOI APNE KO KISI SE CHHOTA MAN LENE KO TAIYAR NA THA. VIVAD BADHTA HI CHALA GAYA AUR YAH VIVAD YUDDHA KA RUP LENE HI VALA THA KI, UN DONO KE BICH EK VISHAL JYOTIR-STAMBH PRAKAT HUA .. JISKA AADI AUR ANTA KA PATA HI NAHI CHAL RAHA THA.
TAB UN LOGO NE YUDDHA KE VICHAR KA TYAG KARTE HUE AAPAS ME SAMJHAUTA KIYE JO KOI ISKA AADI YA ANTA KA PATA LAGA LEGA .. VAHI SHRSHTH MANA JAYEGA.
ASTU, BRAHMA JI APNE HANSA PAR AARUDH HO US JYOTIR-STAMBH KE SHIR BHAG KI OR CHAL DIYE AUR VISHNU JI VARAAH RUP DHARAN KAR NICHE KI OR CHAL DIYE .. KOI NA TO AADI KA THIKANA THA AUR NA ANTA KA HI ... !!
SHIR BHAG KI OR JATE HUE BRAHMA JI KO .. RASTE ME HI MAALTI AUR KEWDE KA PUSHP MILA. UNHONE UNHE ROK KAR PUCHHA - HE KEWDE AUR MAALTI KE PUSHP .. TUMHE TO KISI NE TO IS DEV KE SHIR PAR CHADHAYE HONGE .. KYA TUMHE .. IS DEV KA SHIR MILA ?
UNHO NE KAHA -'' HE DEV !! HAMLOG TO AAPKE DARSHAN PAAKAR DHANYA HO GAYE .. LEKIN IS DEV KA SHIR BHAG MUJHE ABHI TAK NAHI MILA AUR LAGTA HAI .. KI, KABHI MILNE VALA BHI NAHI ..".
BRAHMA JI NE KAHA -"THIK HAI ! TU CHAL MERE SATH .. SIRF TUM APNA-APNA MUKH BAND RAKHNA."
AISA KAHKAR UN DONO PUSHPON KO APNE HATH ME LE LIYE. FIR VE VISHNU JI KO VAPAS AANE KI SANKET DIYE. DONO USI JAGAH PAR VAPAS LAUT AAYE JANHA PAR VE VIVAD KAR RAHE THE.
VAPAS AAKAR MILNE PAR BRAHMA JI NE VISHNU SE PUCHHA -'' IS JYOTIR-STAMBH KA AADI BHAG MILA ?
VISHNU JI VISMIT BHAV ME BOLE - "NAHI !!".
BRAHMA JI BOLE -" TO YAH BATAO PUSHPA DEVTA KE KIS BHAG ME CHADHAYE JATE HAI ?".
VISHNU JI BOLE - "SHIR PAR .. ".
ITNA SUNTE HI BRAHMA JI HATH ME LIYE HUE UN DONO PUSHPON KO VISHNU KO DIKHA DIYE .. VISHNU JI YAH DEKH MAUN SA HO GAYE .. KYONKI, IS SE YAHI SABIT HO RAHA THA KI, BRAHMA JI, NE US JYOTIR-STAMBH KA SHIR BHAG KO DHUNDH NIKALA HAI.
ITNA HONE PAR .. US JYOTIR-STAMBH SE MAHADEV PRAKAT HO GAYE . UNHE DEKH BRAHMA AUR VISHNU DONO HI AASCHARY ME DUB GAYE. MAHADEV NE KAHA " IS AKHIL BRAHMAND ME MERA KOI NA TO AADI JAN SAKTA HAI AUR NA ANT .. LEKIN RE DUSHT KEWADE AUR MALTI KE PUSHP !! TERE CHUP RAHNE KE KARAN .. YAH BAAT JHUTHI-SI BAN JATI !! ATAH TU AB DEV PAR CHADHAYE JANE YOGYA NAHI HAI .. AAJ KE BAAD SE TU MERE UPAR NAHI CHADHAI JAYREGI."
VAH VIDWAN MUJHE YAH KATHA SUNANE KE BAD AAGE KAHA -"BAS ISI KARAN US DIN KE BAAD SE SHIV PAR MAALTI AUR KEWDE KE PUSHP NAHI CHADJHAYE JATE. ISKE BAAD UNHO NE KAHA ISKE BAAD AUR GHATNA HUI THI .. MAINE USKE VISHAY ME BHI JANKARI MANGI TO UNHONE US GHATNA KI BHI PURI JANKARI DE DI AUR FIR KAHA - "AB TUM APNE SHIV KO PRANAM KARO".
MAI UNKE PAS SE UTHA AUR SHIV - MANDIR KE ANDAR JAKAR SHIV-LING PAR APNA MATTHA TEKA AUR VAPAS MUDA TO VAH VIDWAN PURUSH VANHA PAR NA THE .. MAI UNHE DEKHNE KE LIYE CHARO OR DAUR SA GAYA .. LEKIN DUR - DUR TAK UNKA KOI ATAA-PATA NA THA. ITNI JALDI ME US JAGAH SE KOI OJHAL BHI NAHI HO SAKTA THA.
MERA MAN AISA KAH RAHA THA KOI MUJHE MIL GAYA THA PAR MAI NADANI KAR GAYA HUN.
MERA MAN KAH RAHA THA VAH PURUSH AUR KOI NA THA .. SAAKSHAT SHIV HI KHUD THE.
MERA MAN KAH RAHA THA .. TUMNE GURU KI MAHTTA KO BHULA KYON DIYA ? .. SHIVLING KI MATTHA TEKNE KE BAJAY .. JISNE GYAN DIYA USIKO MATTHA KYUN NAHI TEKA ? KYONKI GURU TO KHUD HI BRAHMA-VISHNU AUR MAHESH RUP ME HOTE HAI.
MERA MAN KAH RAHA THA .. UNKE CHARANO KO KASKAR PAKAD LETA AUR JID KARTA KI AAP KOI BRAHMAN NAHI .. BALKI SAAKSHAT SHIV HI HO .. MUJHE SHIV RUP ME DARSHAN DE DO .. TO SHIV RUP KA DARSHAN TO HO JATA ... YAH SOCH SOCH KAR AAJ TAK MAI PASHCHATAP KARTA HUN ....... AUR YAH SOCH KAR AANAND BHAV - VIBHOR HO JATA HUN .. KI, MERE SHIV NE MUJHE GURU RUP ME DARSHAN TO DIYE. HARI OM NAMAH SHIVAY .. !!
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MAINE SOCHA .. JO BAAT MANA KI GAYI HAI USE HI KARO .. KHUD HI SAMAJH ME AA JAYEGI. BAS FIR KYA THA .. MAINE BHAGVAN SHIV KI BAHUT SUNDAR SI PRATIMA LE AAYA AUR USKO EK SHILA-KHAND PAR STHAPIT KIYA. FIR MERE MAN ME AAYA KI, SHIV KE GAN TO BHOOT LOG HAI .. YADI MANA KI GAYI BAAT KO MAINE KIYA TO BHOOT LOG MUJHE TANG KARENGE .. SO MAINE SHIV PRATMA KE BAGAL ME EK HANUMAN JI KI BHI PRATIMA STHAPIT KAR DIYA .. KYONKI HANUMAN JI KE DAR SE BHOOT LOG BHAG JAYENGE .. MUJHE TANG NAHI KARENGE.
TO FIR KYA THA .. SHIV AUR HANUMAN KI SANYUKTA SADHNA MAINE SHURU KAR DI. MAI NITYA SHIV PUJAN ME MALTI AUR KEWDE KA PUSHP CHADHANE LAGA. KUCHH SAMAY BITA. SAB KUCHH SAMANYA HI THA. LEKIN RAATRI ME KUCHH AJIBO-GARIB SE SWAPNA AANE LAGE. UN DINO JIS CHIJ KA SWAD MAINE CHAKHE NA THE. USKA BHI AANAND DAYAK SWAD USNE MUJHE CHAKHA DIYA. ITNA AUR AISA AANAND KI, VAISA VASTVIK JIVAN ME MIL PANA SAMBHAV NAHI HAI.
AISA KYA THA ? KISNE KYA CHAKHA DIYA ?
VAH BAHUT HI SUNDAR THI .. USKI PATLI-SI KAMAR, UNNAT UROJ, BHARI SI NITAMB .. SANG-MAR-MAR SI GORI AUR SAUNDARY ITNA KI, AAJ TAK VAISI KHUBSURAT KANYA-STRI MAINE DEKHE HI NAHI............. VAH NITYA RAATRI ME SHAYAN KE BAAD NIDRAAVSTHA ME AATI THI ... MAI SWAPNA DEKH RAHA HOTA THA KI, MAI BISTAR PAR LETA HUA HUN .. VAH MAND-MAND MUSKAN KE SATH MANTHA GATI SE .. KAMAR KO LACHKATE HUE .. UROJO KO HILATE HUE .. MERE OR BADHTI CHALI AATI, FIR VAH MERE PAIRON KO SAHLATI HUI MERE UPAR JHUK JATI .. MAI USE NA NAHI KAH PATA THA .. ISKE BAAD DONO PARAM AANAND ME DUB JATE THE .. BAHUT DER TAK AISI AVSTHA BANI HUI RAHTI AUR .. FIR VAH HAULE SE UTH KHADI HOTI .. MUJHE APNE AAGOSH ME BHAR LETI .. FIR GOD ME UTHA KAR CHAL DETI .. VAH HAMESHA MUJHE GOD ME UTHAKAR UTTAR DISHA KI OR HI JATI THI. MAI AANAND ME DUBA HUA SA USKE GOD ME...... JAB KUCHH DURI TAK CHALA JATA TO .. MUJHE EHSAS HOTA KI, MAI KISI AGYAT JAGAH KI OR JA RAHA HUN .. MUJHE SURAKSHA KI JARURAT HAI .. AISA MAHSUS HOTE HI MAI HANUMAN JI KO GUHAR LAGA DETA. BAS, FIR KYA THA .. VAH MUJHE APNE GOD SE NICHE GIRA DETI THI. JAB MAI USKE GOD SE NICHE GIRTA THA TO MUJHE HALKI-SI CHOT LAGNE KI ANUBHUTI HOTI THI AUR MERI NIND TUT JATI AUR AANKHE KHUL JATI THI. MAI KHUD KO APNE VISTAR SE LAGBHAG EK BAANS KI DURI PAR UTTAR DISHA ME GIRA HUA PATA THA.
YAH GHATNA PURE RAAT BHAR ME SIRF EK BAR HI GHATIT HOTI THI AUR AGLE DIN MAN ME AJIB SA AANAND-SA BHARA HUA MALOOM HOTA AUR DIN BHAR KAFI THAKAN SI BHI MAHSUS HOTI THI.
AISA GHATNA KAFI DINO TAK CHALTA HI RAH .. MUJHE THAKAN AUR KAMJORI SI MAHSUS HONE LAGI. TAB MAINE NISHCHAY KAR LIYA KI, MUJHE APNE SADHNA ME SUDHAR KAR HI LENE CHAHIYE. SO MAINE MALTI AUR KEWDE KE PUSHP CHADHANE BAND KAR DIYE. ISKE BAD IS TARAH KE SWAPNA AANE BAND HO GAYE .. LEKIN NAYI PARESHANI SHURU HO GAYI.
AB ROJ RATRI ME KABHI BHAGVAN SHIV KA DARSHAN HOTA TO KABH HANUMAN JI KA ... DARSHAN TAK TO THIK THA .. LEKIN JO AAGE HOTA VO KAFI BHAYANAK AUR HAASYASPAD BHI.
SHIV KE DARSHAN HOTE SAMAY VE KAFI PRASHNAA MUDRA ME DIKHTE THE AUR THODI HI DER BAAD VE KAFI GUSSE KE SATH MERE UPAR AAKRAMAN KAR DETE MAI UNKA JAWAB DETA RAHTA .. KAFI HATH-PAYI HO JATI .... AUR LADTE-LADTE MERI HALAT KHARAB HO JATI. FIR MERI NIND KHUL JATI.
FIR YAHI DRISHYA HANUMAN JI KE SATH DEKHTA ... HANUMAN JI SE BHI KAFI DER TAK MALLA-YUDHA KARTA THA .. II KABHI - KABHI HANUMAN JI SHIV SE MUJHE BACHANE KE LIYE .. KHUD SHIV SE LOHA LENE LAGTE. TO KABHI SWAPNA ME HO RAHE HANUMAN JI KE SATH YUDDH ME MUJHE BACHANE KE LIYE SHIV KHUD MERE PAKSHA SE YUDDHA KARNE LAG JATE .... OH IIIIIII
AISA HO TO ... KOI BHI PARESHAN HO JAYEGA ... EK DIN KI BAAT HO TO KOI BAT NA THI .. YANHA TO ROJ HI MUJHE YUDDHA KARNE PAD RAHE THE. ANTA ME BADE-BUJURGON KE SALAH PAR JHAAD-FUNK KARNE VALE EK GUNI KE PAAS MUJHE JANA PADA.
VAH GUNI MUJHE DEKH KAR MUSKURAY AUR BADI SHRADDHA SE MUJHE PRANAM BHI KIYA .. USKI YAH BAAT MUJHE US VAKTA SAMAJH ME NA AAYI. USNE AAGE KAHA -"ARE BAAP RE ...BADI BADHIYA CHIJ BAA ... LEKIN BABUA TA ABAHI LAIKE BARAN .. SAMHAL NA PAIHAN .. KAHA TA .. HATA DINHI .. "'
MAINE KAHA- '' HANH ! HATA DINHI ... PARESHAN HO GAYIL BANI .. BAAP RE BAAP ..!!!!
BAS USNE APNE PAAS PADE SIDDHA JHADU KO MERE SHIR SE PAANV TAK 7 BAR UTARA. FIR USI DIN SE YE SAB PARESHANI JATI RAHI .. MAI BILKUL SWASTH HO GAYA.
PAR ..... MERE PRASHNA KA UTTAR TO MILA HI NAHI KI, SHIV KO MALTI AUR KEWDE KA PUSHP KYON NAHI CHADHAN CHAHIYE......
IS PRASHNA KA UTTAR MUJHE EK SAAL BAD MILA .. BADE HI RAHASYMAYI VYAKTI KE DWARA ............... !!
KYA ? AB BAAD ME LIKHTA HUN .... HARI OM NAMAH SHIVAY
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DATED - 13/01/2013 ... AAGE KI KAHANI -
MAI MATRIC UTTRIN HO CHUKA THA. MERI DAKHILA VIDYALAY KE JAGAH AB MAHAVIDYALAY ME HUA. EK UMANG .. EK NAYI TARANG THE IN DINO. VARG ME PADHAI PAR VISHESH DHYAN DENE PADTE THE .. IN DINO .. KYONKI MERE MATA-PITA AAJ-KAL KE MATA-PITA KE TARAH NA THE. AAJ KAL TO APNE BACHCHE KI PADHAI PAR HONE VALE KHARCH PAR HI SIRF DHYAN DETE HAI. LADAKI HAI TO .. PADHA LIKHA-KAR VIVAH KAR DENE KI JALDI HOTI HAI AUR YADI LADKA HAI TO VAH PADH-LIKH KAR KOI BADHYA SA NAUKARI PAKAD LE .. TAKI, PED JO UNHONE LAGAYE HAI KAFI PAISE KHARCH KARKE .. US KHARCH KI VAPSI VIVAH RUPI FAL KE DWARA PAYA JA SAKE. MERE MATA-PITA PADHAI KE LIYE TUTION JAISE SHABD SE KAFI CHIDHTE THE .. VE KAHTE - JO BACHCHA KHUD SE NAHI PADHA YA NAHI PADHNA CHAHTA HAI .. US PAR LAKH TUTION LAGA DO .. VAH JINDGI ME KABHI PADH NAHI PAYEGA. BHALE HI UNCHI DIGARIYAN HASIL KAR LE .. LEKIN VAH KOI SRIJANATMAK KARY NAHI KAR SAKTA .. VAH TO PADH-LIKH KAR KOLHU KE BAIL KE TARAH NAUKARI ME SIRF NAUKAR KE BHANTI KHATEGA .... VAGAIRAH - VAGAIRAH... !!
MAI HAMESHA NIYAM SE APANI CLASS JOIN KAR RAHA THA .. EK DIN KI BAAT HAI. US DIN ACHANAK .. EK GHANTI PADHAI HONE KE BAD .. BAKI SARE GHANTIYON KI CHHUTTI HO GAYI. SAMAY KHALI KHALI SA LAGNE LAGA. IS LIYE MAINE NISHCHAY KIYA KI, APNI CYCLE SE THODA IDHAR-UDHAR GHUMUNGA .. FIR GHAR VAPAS JAUNGA.
MAI GHUMTA HUA .. ARRAH KE B D O BLOCK OFFICE KE PAAS JA PAHUNCHA. GARMI KE DIN THE .... THODI PYAS BHI MUJHE LAG RAHI THI .. SO MAINE US OFFICE KE PRANGAN ME BANE HUE EK SHIV-MANDIR KE PAS CHAPAKAL SE PANI NIKAL KAR PIYA AUR FIR USI SHIV-MANDIR PRANGAN ME BAITH KAR THODI-SI SUSTA LENE KI SOCHI .. !!
MAINE US MANDIR PRANGAN ME EK BHADRA PURUSH KO BHI BAITHE HUE DEKHA. UNKI VESH-BHUSHA SAMANY-SI THI. VE SAFED RANG KE DHULE HUE DHOTI AUR KURTA PAHAN RAKHE THE. CHHOTE-CHHOTE SHIR KAR KESH THE AUR APNE BHAAL-PRADESH PAR BHAGVAN SHIV KE TARAH SAFED CHANDAN KE TILAK LAGA RAKHE THE. UNHE DEKH KAR MAN SHRADDHA AUR SAMMAN KE BHAV SE BHARA JA RAHA THA. SO MAINE UNHE BADE HI VINIT BHAV SE NAMASKAR KIYA. VE APNE HAATH UTHA KAR AASHIRVAD DIYA. MAI UNKE PAAS BAITH GAYA AUR BOLA - "AAP VIDVAN MALOOM HOTE HAI ."
VE BINA KUCHH BOLE MERI OR PREM SE DEKHTE HUE MUSKURAYE.
MAINE AAGE KAHA -"MERI EK JIGYASA HAI JO, MUJHE PARESHAN KAR RAKHI HAI .. JANHA TAK MAI SAMAJH RAHA HUN .... AAP MERI JIGYASA KA SATIK SAMADHAN KAR DENGE .. YADI AAPKI AADESH MILE TO MAI APANI JIGYASA AAPKO SAMANE RAKHUN."
UNHO NE KAHA -''PUCHHO !! KYA JANKARI CHAHIYE TUMHE ?"
MAINE KAHA -"BHAGVAN SHIV KO MAALTI AUR KEWDE KE PUSHP KYON NAHI CHADHANE CHAHIYE ?"
UNHONE MUSKURA KAR KAHA -"TUMHARE SHIV NE HI TO SHRAPIT KAR DIYA THA .. JIS KARAN AB YE PUSHP NAHI CHADHAYE JATE HAI".
MAINE KAHA -"MERE SHIV ?
UNHO NE KAHA -" HAAN !!"
VO KYON AUR KAISE ? - MAINE PUCHHA.
ISKE JAWAB ME UNHO NE EK KATHA SUNAYI .. JO IS PRAKAR HAI -
JAGAT SRIJAN KE BAAD .. DEV, DANU AUR MANU KE BICHA APNI-APNI EK AHAM-SI THI .. HAR KOI APNA VARCHASVA KAYAM KAR LENA CHAH RAHA THA. EK BAR, BRAHMA AUR VISHNU KE BICH VIVAD HONE LAGA KI, IS JAGAT ME SABSE SHRESHTH KAUN HAI ?
BRAHMA SRIJAN KARNE KE LIYE KHUD KO SHRSHTH KAH RAHE THE TO VISHNU KA KAHNA THA .. YADI SRIJIT KO MAI SAMBHAL NA LUN .. USKA PRATI-PALAN NA KARUN TO SRISHTI UTPANNA HOTE HI NASHT HO JAYEGI .. IS SHRISHTI KI ASTITVA KAYAM RAHNE KA KARAN MAI HUN .. ATAH MAI SHRESHTH MAUI HUN.
KOI APNE KO KISI SE CHHOTA MAN LENE KO TAIYAR NA THA. VIVAD BADHTA HI CHALA GAYA AUR YAH VIVAD YUDDHA KA RUP LENE HI VALA THA KI, UN DONO KE BICH EK VISHAL JYOTIR-STAMBH PRAKAT HUA .. JISKA AADI AUR ANTA KA PATA HI NAHI CHAL RAHA THA.
TAB UN LOGO NE YUDDHA KE VICHAR KA TYAG KARTE HUE AAPAS ME SAMJHAUTA KIYE JO KOI ISKA AADI YA ANTA KA PATA LAGA LEGA .. VAHI SHRSHTH MANA JAYEGA.
ASTU, BRAHMA JI APNE HANSA PAR AARUDH HO US JYOTIR-STAMBH KE SHIR BHAG KI OR CHAL DIYE AUR VISHNU JI VARAAH RUP DHARAN KAR NICHE KI OR CHAL DIYE .. KOI NA TO AADI KA THIKANA THA AUR NA ANTA KA HI ... !!
SHIR BHAG KI OR JATE HUE BRAHMA JI KO .. RASTE ME HI MAALTI AUR KEWDE KA PUSHP MILA. UNHONE UNHE ROK KAR PUCHHA - HE KEWDE AUR MAALTI KE PUSHP .. TUMHE TO KISI NE TO IS DEV KE SHIR PAR CHADHAYE HONGE .. KYA TUMHE .. IS DEV KA SHIR MILA ?
UNHO NE KAHA -'' HE DEV !! HAMLOG TO AAPKE DARSHAN PAAKAR DHANYA HO GAYE .. LEKIN IS DEV KA SHIR BHAG MUJHE ABHI TAK NAHI MILA AUR LAGTA HAI .. KI, KABHI MILNE VALA BHI NAHI ..".
BRAHMA JI NE KAHA -"THIK HAI ! TU CHAL MERE SATH .. SIRF TUM APNA-APNA MUKH BAND RAKHNA."
AISA KAHKAR UN DONO PUSHPON KO APNE HATH ME LE LIYE. FIR VE VISHNU JI KO VAPAS AANE KI SANKET DIYE. DONO USI JAGAH PAR VAPAS LAUT AAYE JANHA PAR VE VIVAD KAR RAHE THE.
VAPAS AAKAR MILNE PAR BRAHMA JI NE VISHNU SE PUCHHA -'' IS JYOTIR-STAMBH KA AADI BHAG MILA ?
VISHNU JI VISMIT BHAV ME BOLE - "NAHI !!".
BRAHMA JI BOLE -" TO YAH BATAO PUSHPA DEVTA KE KIS BHAG ME CHADHAYE JATE HAI ?".
VISHNU JI BOLE - "SHIR PAR .. ".
ITNA SUNTE HI BRAHMA JI HATH ME LIYE HUE UN DONO PUSHPON KO VISHNU KO DIKHA DIYE .. VISHNU JI YAH DEKH MAUN SA HO GAYE .. KYONKI, IS SE YAHI SABIT HO RAHA THA KI, BRAHMA JI, NE US JYOTIR-STAMBH KA SHIR BHAG KO DHUNDH NIKALA HAI.
ITNA HONE PAR .. US JYOTIR-STAMBH SE MAHADEV PRAKAT HO GAYE . UNHE DEKH BRAHMA AUR VISHNU DONO HI AASCHARY ME DUB GAYE. MAHADEV NE KAHA " IS AKHIL BRAHMAND ME MERA KOI NA TO AADI JAN SAKTA HAI AUR NA ANT .. LEKIN RE DUSHT KEWADE AUR MALTI KE PUSHP !! TERE CHUP RAHNE KE KARAN .. YAH BAAT JHUTHI-SI BAN JATI !! ATAH TU AB DEV PAR CHADHAYE JANE YOGYA NAHI HAI .. AAJ KE BAAD SE TU MERE UPAR NAHI CHADHAI JAYREGI."
VAH VIDWAN MUJHE YAH KATHA SUNANE KE BAD AAGE KAHA -"BAS ISI KARAN US DIN KE BAAD SE SHIV PAR MAALTI AUR KEWDE KE PUSHP NAHI CHADJHAYE JATE. ISKE BAAD UNHO NE KAHA ISKE BAAD AUR GHATNA HUI THI .. MAINE USKE VISHAY ME BHI JANKARI MANGI TO UNHONE US GHATNA KI BHI PURI JANKARI DE DI AUR FIR KAHA - "AB TUM APNE SHIV KO PRANAM KARO".
MAI UNKE PAS SE UTHA AUR SHIV - MANDIR KE ANDAR JAKAR SHIV-LING PAR APNA MATTHA TEKA AUR VAPAS MUDA TO VAH VIDWAN PURUSH VANHA PAR NA THE .. MAI UNHE DEKHNE KE LIYE CHARO OR DAUR SA GAYA .. LEKIN DUR - DUR TAK UNKA KOI ATAA-PATA NA THA. ITNI JALDI ME US JAGAH SE KOI OJHAL BHI NAHI HO SAKTA THA.
MERA MAN AISA KAH RAHA THA KOI MUJHE MIL GAYA THA PAR MAI NADANI KAR GAYA HUN.
MERA MAN KAH RAHA THA VAH PURUSH AUR KOI NA THA .. SAAKSHAT SHIV HI KHUD THE.
MERA MAN KAH RAHA THA .. TUMNE GURU KI MAHTTA KO BHULA KYON DIYA ? .. SHIVLING KI MATTHA TEKNE KE BAJAY .. JISNE GYAN DIYA USIKO MATTHA KYUN NAHI TEKA ? KYONKI GURU TO KHUD HI BRAHMA-VISHNU AUR MAHESH RUP ME HOTE HAI.
MERA MAN KAH RAHA THA .. UNKE CHARANO KO KASKAR PAKAD LETA AUR JID KARTA KI AAP KOI BRAHMAN NAHI .. BALKI SAAKSHAT SHIV HI HO .. MUJHE SHIV RUP ME DARSHAN DE DO .. TO SHIV RUP KA DARSHAN TO HO JATA ... YAH SOCH SOCH KAR AAJ TAK MAI PASHCHATAP KARTA HUN ....... AUR YAH SOCH KAR AANAND BHAV - VIBHOR HO JATA HUN .. KI, MERE SHIV NE MUJHE GURU RUP ME DARSHAN TO DIYE. HARI OM NAMAH SHIVAY .. !!
ISKE BAD MAI APNE GHAR LAUT AAYA THA .
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