VARSH - KUCHH SAAL PAHLE
UN DINO MAI PUJAB ME PRAVAS KAR RAHA THA. BAHUT HI KHALI SAMAY MERE PAS THA. AKELE ME CHNTAN MANAN KARTA RAHTA THA. EK DIN MERE DIMAG ME EK PRASHNA AAYA KI, SHRI CHITRA GUPT JI MAHARAJ KI PUJA-ARCHNA SIRF SAAL ME EK BAR HI KYUN KI JATI HAI .. INKE ARADHNA .. SHIV, VISHNU AADI KE TARAH SALO BHAR KYUN NAHI HOTI ? ... AADI ANEK AISE SAWAL THE JO MUJHE PARESHAN KAR RAHI THI.
IS UDHED-BUN NE MUJHE KALAM AUR KAGAJ UTHA LENE KE LIYE MAJBUR KAR DIYA. MAI APNI CHINTAN AUR ANUBHUTITON KO KALAM-BADDHA KARNE LAGA. ACHANAK MUJHE KHYAL AAYA KI, CHITRAGUPT PUJAN ME DEVI PUJAN EK ABHINNA ANG HAI. MAI SOCH RAHA THA KI, MATA KALIKA KE GALE ME KITENE MUND HAI ? ... UTTAR AAYA - 52 .. YAH 52 SAPTAH PURE SAAL BHAR ME HOTE HAI .. TANTRA ME BAAVAN-VEER HAI .. MATLAB MAHARAJ CHITRAGUPTA KA 52 ANKA SE GAHRA SAMBANDH HAI.
AISA VICHAR AANE PAR MAI PUNAH CHITRAGUPT MAHARAJ KE VISHAY ME CHINTAN DHYAN KARNE LAGA. JYON-JYON DHYAN CHINTAN KARTA GAYA .. TYON-TYON MERE KALAM BAR-BAR UTHATE RAHE .. AUR MAI MAHARAJ CHITRAGUPT KE KARYANUSAR .. UNKE GUNO KE ANUSAR .. UNKE EK-EK NAAM MERE MAN ME UBHARTE CHALE GAYE .. AUR MAI USE KALAM-BADDHA KARTA HI CHALA GAYA. ... KUCHH HI DER ME TAIYAR THI - BAAVANA NAAMO KI STOTRA. MAINE SWA-NIRMIT 52 NAAM-STOTRA SE BHAGVAN CHITRAGUPT KI ARCHNA-PUJAN KI. ISKE BAAD MERE MAN ME AGLI VICHAR NE PRAVESH KAR LIYA AUR FIR AGLI KARYA KARNE HETU PRERIT KARTNE LAG GAYA .. !!
MAINE US PRERNA KI OR DHYAN KIYA TO ICHCHHA JAGRIT HUI KI, MAI CHITRAGUPT MAHARAJ KI PRATYAKSHIKARAN HETU TAP-SADHNA KARUN. BAS FIR MAI INKE VISHESH MANTRA AUR VIDHI PAR ANUSANDHAN KARNE LAG GAYA. ANTATOGATVA MUJHE VAH VIDHI, MANTRA AADI KA GYAN HO AAYA. MAI TURANT SADHNA SAMGRI JUTA LENE ME LAG GAYA. SADHNA SAMGRI BHI IKATTHI HO GAYI AUR FIR MERI RATRI KALEEN 08:OO SE 10 : 00 TAK KI TAP-SADHNA AARAMBH HO GAYI. IS SADHNA KE BAL PAR SHRI CHITRAGUPT MAHARAJ KA PRATYAKSHA DARSHAN HONA TO AB NISHCHIT HAI. .. ..
PAHLE DIN KI SADHNA KE DAURAN SABKUCHH SAMANY RAHA. DUSARE DIN KI SADHNA ME BHI KUCHH SAMAJH ME NA AAYA. TISRE DIN KAMRE ME HAVA KI HALKI-HALKI JHONKE MAHSUS HO RAHI THI .. MANO KI KISI BAAG-BAGICHE MAI KHADA HOUN. VIBHINNA FOOLON KI SUGANDH SPASHT RUP SE SUBAS DETA HUA MALOOM HO RAHA THA.
CHAUTHA DIN SUGANDH ME ANTAR AA GAYA .. AISA GANDH .. MANO KI ABHI KANHI HAVAN HO RAHA HO .. SHAAKLYA, GHRIT, CHANDAN, KARPUR AADI KI SUBAS SE MERA MAN GADGAD HO GAYA.
AGALE DIN .. JINKE YANHA THAHRA HUA THA .. UNKA DRIVER BOLA KI, KUCHH AISA UPAY DIJIYE KI, VAN KA BOOKING BHADE KE LIYE HO .. MAI BATCHIT KARTA HUA .. DRIVING SEAT PAR JA BAITHA THA. US DRIVER KA NAAM BABA JI THA. BABA JI BHI DRIVING SEAT KE BANYI OR JA BAITHA THA KI, ACHANAK HI MUJHE LAGA KI, DAHINI OR SE KOI BHARI-BHARKAM CHIJ AAKAR GADI SE TAKARA GAYI .. VAN KA SISA TUT GAYA .. STAIRING TUT KAR MERE PET ME GHUSNE HI VALA THA KI, MAI TEJI SE BANYI OR SARAK GAYA .. MERE AISA KARNE PAR BABAJI CHAUNKTE HUE BOLA KYA HUA ?
USKE AISA BOLTE HI SABKUCHH SAMANY DIKHNE LAGA .. NA HI KOI BHARI-BHARKAM CHIJ VAN SE TAKRAI THI .. NA HI, STAIRING HI TUTA THA .. SABKUCHH SAMANY THA. MAINE SARI BAAT BABA JI KO BATLAYI TO VAH GHABRA KAR GADI SE NICHE KUD BAITHA. MAI SHANT HO GAYA THA AUR SHANTI PURVAK VAN SE UTAR GAYA AUR PUCHHA - "KYA BAAT HAI ?"
VAH KAHNE LAGA .. YAH PAHLE KISI AUR KI VAN THI .. VAH ISI VAN ME BAITH KAR DRIVE KAR RAHA THA KI, GADI KI DAHINA BHAG TRACK GADI SE TAKRA GAYA THA .. SISE TUT GAYE THE AUR STAIRING TUT KAR USKE PET ME GHUS GAYA THA .. VAH SPOT-DEATH KAR GAYA. BAD ME YAH GADI BECH DI GAYI .. JISE INHONE KHARID LIYA .. LEKIN AAYE DIN GADI KI REPAIRING ME HI ADHIKTAM PAISE BARBAD JATE HAI .. BHADE PAR GADI CHALTI TO KUCHH AAMDANI BHI HO JATI .. LEKIN AAP TO YAH SAB KUCHH JANTE NAHI THE .. AAPKO SAB DIKHLAI PAD GAYA .. II
BABA JI BOLA -"MUJHE TO AB VAN ME BAITHNE BHI DAR LAG RAHA HAI. AB AAP JAB TAK KUCHH UPAY NAHI DETE HAI .. TABTAK MAI IS GADI ME HATH TAK NAHI LAGANE VALA."
MAINE KAHA - "THIK HAI .. UPAY DETA HUN." .. USI DIN UPAY MAINE DE DIYA AUR USI DIN VAN KI BOOKING HO GAYI. VAN AADAMPUR SE HOSIYARPUR GAYI THI .. EK VIVAH SAMAROH ME. PAR .. VANHA PAR JO GHATNA GHATIT HUI THI VAH .. VASTAV ME SAB KO CHAUNKA DENE VALI THI.
VIVAH SAMAROH KE BAD RAAT ME SAB KOI AARAM KARNE LAGE. BABA JI KO EK KHAT DIYA GAYA SONE KE LIYE. VAH US KHAT KO VAN KE BAGAL ME LAGA LIYA. VAN KO CHARO OR SE LOCK KAR KE, CHAIN KI NIND SO GAYA. VAN KA MUNH GHAR KI OR THA .. SAMNE CHAUDI SIDHI BANI HUI THI .. ISKE BAD BARAMDA THA .. BARAMDE KE BAD DARVAJA THA .. GHAR KE ANDAR PRAVESH KARNE KE LIYE.
RAAT KE KAREEB TEEN BAJ RAHE HONGE .. SABHI SO RAHE THE .. KI ACHANAK HI JORON KI AJIB SI AVAJEN AANE LAGI .. VAH VAN ACHANAK HI START HO GAYA .. USKI HEAD LIGHT VAGAIRAH JAL UTHI THI .. VAH VAN TEJI SE CHALNE LAG GAYA .. VAH CHALTA HUA .. SIDHIYON PAR CHADH GAYA .. BARAMDA PAAR KARKE US MUKHYA PRAVESH DWAR SE JA TAKRAYA .. KI, VAH DARVAJA TUT GAYA .. SOTE HUE SARE LOG JAG CHUKE THE .. BABA JI GHABRA KAR CHILLA RAHA THA .. AREY .. !! GADI KI CHABHI TO MERE PAAS HI HAI .. FIR GADI KISNE START KI ?? .. AUR TO AUR GADI SIDHIYON PAR KAISE CHADH GAYA ?? ... ANYA SABHI LOGON NE DEKHA HI THA .. VASTAV ME BABA JI KHAT PAR VAN KI CHABHI APNE PAS RAKHKAR HI SOYA THA AUR VAH CHABI ABHI BHI BABA JI KE HATHON ME HI THA. SABHI LOG AASHCHARY ME DUB GAYE THE .. KOI DAR SE VAN KE PAAS JA NAHI RAHA THA. SABERA HUA. TRACTER AUR CRAINE BULAYA GAYA .. CRAINE KE JARIYE VAN KO UTHAKAR .. TRACTER PAR LAAD DIYA GAYA. FIR USKO HOSIYAR PUR SE AADAM PUR LAYA GAYA .. VAN KE PICHHE-PICHHE ANEKO MOTOR CYCLE SAVAR BHI AAYE THE .. VAN KE MALIK KA DARSHAN KARNE KE LIYE .. !!
VAN KO TRACTER SE NICHE UTARNE KE BAD .. BABA JI VAN KI CHABI MALIK KO SAUNP KAR KAAM CHODKAR BHAG GAYA.
IS TARAH PANCHVA AUR CHHATTHA DIN BHI BITNE LAGA .. ANUBHUTIYAN BHI NAYI-NAYI SI HONE LAGI THI. KABHI LAGTA KI, AANKHO KE SAMNE GHUP ANDHERA SA CHHA GAYA HAI .. TO KABHI LAGTA KI, SAANS HI BAND-SI HUI JA RAHI HAI.
IS TARAH NAUVA - DASHVAN - GYARAHVAN DIN BHI BITA .. IN DINO AISA LAGTA KI, MERA SHARIR KISI ANDHERI GUFA KE ANDAR UDATA HUA KISI AGYAT DISHA ME JA RAHA HAI AUR ACHANAK BIJALI KI EK TEJ JHATKA LAGTI AUR MERA ANUBHUTI SHANT PAD JATA. TO KABHI LAGTA KI, MAI ANDHERI GUFA YA ANDHAKAR KO MAI APNI OR KHICH RAHA HUN .. FIR KABHI LAGTA VAH ANDHERA UJHE APNI OR KHINCH RAHA HAI. MAINE 21 DINO TAK SADHNA SAMPANNA KARNE KI SOCHA THA LEKIN GYARAH RAATRI KI SADHNA KE BAD AGLI SUBAH JAB MAI JAB DAANT SAAF KAR KULLA KAR RAHA THA .. US VAKTA THODI SI MAINE KHANS KAR GALA SAAF KIYA AUR JAB THUKA TO YAH KYA ??
MERE GALE SE EK KATTHAI RANG KI EK RING/ANGUTHI BAHAR NIKALI THI .. VAH BILKUL THOS BHI NA THA .. THODI DER KE BAD VAH RING PANI SE PIGHALNE LAGA .. TAB SPASHT HUA KI YAH MERE KANTH ME KHUN KE RISAV HONE SE BANA HUA CHHALLA THA. MAINE TURANT SADHNA ROK DENE KA NIRNAY LIYA. BAS FIR KYA THA. DAINIK SHUDDHI AUR PUJAN KARNE KE BAAD .. MAINE SADHNA SAMGRI STHANIY NAHAR ME VISARJIT KAR DIYA. BHAGVAN CHITRAGUPT KO APNE PAAS BULAKAR DARSHAN KARNE KI VICHAR MAINE TYAG DIYA.
AISA MAINE KYUN KIYA ?
AISA KARNE ME MERE KYA TARK THE ?
YAH SAB MAI FIR BAAD ME LIKHTA HUN ... WRITINHG IS CONTINUED
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