VAH PRET USKO HILANE DULANE LAGA AUR FIR

AUTHER : MUKUND NANDADN

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TWITER : Mukund_Nandan

                                     

YAH EK SATYA GHATNA HAI. BAAT KUCHHEK SAAL PAHLE KI HAI. EK DIN DURGA NAAM KI EK LADAKI APNI MATA KE SATH MERE PAAS AAYEE.
VAH BOLI -"MERA NAAM DURGA HAI .. MUJHE AAPKE RELATIVE MURARI JI NE AAPKE BARE ME BATAYA HAI. YAH MERI JANMA KUNDLI HAI. ISE DEKH LIJYE."
USKE MAA NE KAHA -"THODA ISKE VIVAH KE BARE ME DEKH KAR UPAY AADI BATLAIYE."
MAINE USKI KUNDLI PARIKSHAN KIYA TO PAYA KI, ISKI VIV  AH TO HO CHUKI HAI .. AUR YAH PATI DWARA TYAG DI GAYI HOGI.
SO MAINE YAH BAAT PUCHH HI DALA AUR IS SATYA KO MAAN LEE. UNLOGON  NE AAGE KAHA KI, BADI SHRADDHA AUR DHUM-DHAM SE SHADI HUI THI .. LADKA DELHI ME KAAM KARTA THA. SHADI KE KUCHH SAMAY BAAD SE HI USKA AACHARAN SANDEHASPAD HO GAYA THA .. KAFI DER RAAT GAYE GHAR VAPAS AANA .. PUCHHNE PAR ULTA GARAM HOKAR JAWAB DENA KABHI KABHI TO VAH GHAR BHI NAHI AATA THA .. DHIRE-DHIRE MAHAUL KHARAB HOTA CHALA GAYA .. EK DIN MAINE  USKI PICHHA KI TO USE EK GAIR LADKI KE SAATH DEKHA .. IS BAAT KO LEKAR TAKRAR HONE LAGI .. AUR VAH KAFI NARAJ HOKAR MUJHE PITNE LAGA .. VAH MUJHE ITNA MARA KI MAI BEHOSH   HO GAYI .. ISKE BAAD MUJHE JAB HOSH AANE LAGA TO SHARIR PAR KUCH THANDHI TARAL PADARTH GIRAYE JANE KI ANUBHUTI HUI .. VAH MERE UPAR KIROSIN TEL UDEL RAHA THA .. VAH JYONHI MACHISH JALAKAR MERE UPAR FEKNA CHAHA .. TYONHI MAI  PURI SHAKTI KA PRAYOG KARTE HUE UTHKAR GHAR SE BHAG NIKALI.
ISKE BAAD MAI CHHUPTE HUE KISI TARAH RAILWAY STATION JA PAHUNCHI AUR FIR ARRAH AANE VALI TRAIN ME JA BAITHI.
ARRAH VAPAS LAUTE HUE MUJHE PANCH VARSH BIT GAYE .. LEKIN VAH MUJHE LIVA JANE KE LIYE NAHI AAYA. BAAD  MUJHE PATA CHALA KI VAH USI LADKI KE SATH SHADI RACHA KAR EK BETI KA BAAP BAN BAITHA HAI. HAMLOG DHAN AUR JAN SE KAMJOR HAI .. ISLIYE USKA KUCHH KAR BHI NAHI SAKTE .. AB MERE AAGE EKMATRA RASTA BACH JATA HAI KI MAI APNI NAYE SHIRE SE NAYI JINDAGI KI .. NAYI SHURUAT KARUN ISKE LIYE HAMLOG AAPKE PAAS AAYEN HAI .. KOI BADHIYA AUR KARGAR UPAY HAME DIJIYE.
UNLOGON KI KAHANI SUN CHUKNE KE BAAD MAI PUNAH USKE JANMA KUNDLI KA PARIKSHAN KIYA .. USE TEEN SIDDHA RING, ASHT LAXMI SHANKH AGHU PRAYOG .. KUCHH PUJAN VIDHI BATLA DIYA. BAAD ME YE SARI SAMGRI VAH LE GAYI AUR VIDHIVAT PRAYOG KARNA AARAMBH KAR DIYA.
KARIB 20 DINO KE BAAD USKI MAA AKELE HI MERE PAAS AAYI .. USKI MAA ADHED UMRA KO PAR KAR CHUKI THI. VAH MERE PAAS AANE KE BAD APNI VYATHA KAHNI SHURU KI, MERE SATH BHI BAHUT BADI HADSA HUI HAI. MERE PATIDEV KOLKATA ME KAAM KARTE THE .. VAH PRTYEK TEEN MAHINE PAR VAPAS GHAR AATE THE. CHUKI UNKI KHANDANI MAKAAN ARRAH ME HI THA ATAH VE MUJHE YANHI PAR RAKHTE THE .. AUR PURA MAHINE BHAR MERE SATH RAHNE KE BAAD FIR APNE KAAM PAR CHALE JATE THE .. IS TARAH MUJHE TEEN LADKI AUR EK LADKA HUA.
PURE TEEN MAHINE HO CHUKE THE VE NAHI AAYE .. MAI KUCHH DIN AUR INTAJAR KI .. TAB JAKAR UNKE OFFICE KE TELIPHONE NO. MALOOM KAR PATA LAGAYI TO MALOOM CHALA KI VE BIMAR HONE KI BAAT LIKHKAR OFFICE SE CHHUTTI LE RAKHI HAI .. MAI OFFICE STAFF SE GIDGIDAKAR UNKE HAAL-CHAAL MALOOM KARNE KO KAHA. AGLE DIN MAINE FIR PHONE KIYA TO OFFICE STAFF NE KAHA KI VE KISI AUR GHAR RAHTE HAI .. AUR VELOG MUJHE MILNE DENE SE MANA KAR DIYA HAI SO MAMLA KUCHH GADBAD MALOOM HOTI HAI .. SO AAP KHUD AA        KAR MAMLE KO SAMAJH LIJIYE IIII
ISKE BAD MAI APNE BHAI KE SATH VANHA JAB PAHUNCHI TO ... .... ITNA KAHKAR VAH FUT-FUT KAR RONE LAGI .. FIR KYA HUA KAHKAR MAINE USE TOK DIYA.
FIR VAH AAGE KAHNE LAGI .. JAB MAI VANHA PAHUNCHI TO MALOOM HUA KI UNKI MRITYU HO CHUKI HAI AUR UNKA SHAV ABHI USI LOG KE GHAR ME HAI JISKA JIKRA OFFICE STAFF NE KIYA THA. MUJHE VANHA JAKAR KAFI JAGADA KARNE KE BAAD UNKI SHAV MUJHE MIL PAYI. SHAV KO LEKAR HAM BHAI-BAHAN ARRAH VAPAS AA GAYE .. YANHI PAR UNKA DAAHKARMA KIYA GAYA. KRIYA-KARMA SE NIPAT LENE KE BAAD MERE BHAI NE MERE BETE KE ANUKAMPA PAR NAUKARI AUR MUJHE FAMILY PENSION MILE .. ISKE LIYE AAVEDAN PATRA VIBHAG KO DILVAYA. LEKIN PATA CHALA KI PAHLE SEHI KOI AUR AURAT KHUD KO UNKI PATNI BATLA KAR FAMILY PENSION KE LIYE AAVEDAN DE CHUKI HAI. MERA MAMLA ULAJH-SA GAYA TAB SE LEKAR ABTAK CASE CHAL RAHA HAI .. AB TAK NA TO MUJHE FAMILY PENSION HI MILA AUR NAHI MERE LADKE KO NAUKARI .. AB AAP HI KOI RASTA DIJIYE KI, HAM SAB KA KALYAN HO SAKE .. II
MAINE USKE LADKE KI JANMA KUNDLI MANGI TO VAH AGLE DIN US LADKE SAHIT KUNDLI LEKAR MERE PAAS AAYI. MAINE KUNDLI PARIKSHAN KIYA AUR US LADKE KE KUCHH TANTRA SAMMAT SAMGRIYAN BATLAYI AUR DO EK SIDDHA RING KI SALAH DI. IN SAMGRIYON AUR RING KA VIDHIVAT PRAYOG KIYA JANE LAGA.
EK DIN VAH MAHILA PUNAH MERE PAAS AAYI AUR KAHNE LAGI .. AB KAAM AAGE BADHNE LAGA HAI .. LAGTA HAI KI, AB KAAM SAFAL HO JAYEGA .. MERE LADKE KO SERVICE MIL JAYEGI AUR MERA FAMILY PENSION BHI BAN JAYEGA .. LEKIN THODI SI BAAT KO LEKAR KAAM HOTE HOTE TAL JAA RAHA .. ATAH AAP MUJHE BHI KUCHH PUJA-PATH BATLA DIJIYE. MAINE USKE GHAR KA MUYAYNA KARNE KE BAAD PUJA BATLANE KI BAAT KAHI. VAH AGLE DIN APNE GHAR PAR AANE KA NIMANTRAN DEKAR CHALI GAYI. JAB AGLE DIN USKE GHAR PAHUNCHA  .. USKE SAATH THODI DER VARTALAAP HUI FIR VAH ANDAR CHAAY BANAKAR LAANE KI BAAT KAHKAR ANDAR CHALI GAYI.
MUJHE AISA LAGA KI, KOI PADOS KE GHAR ME KISI KE SAATH KAFI GARAM HOKAR BAAT KAR RAHA HAI - ''KYON AAYA HAI YANHA ?  CHUP CHAP CHALA JA YANHA SE ... MUJHE CHAIN SE RAHNE DE   ... EK TO MERI JINDGI MUJHSE CHHIN GAYI .. AB TU AAYA HAI MERE CHAIN KO KHATMA KARNE ?? .... YAH SUNTE HI KI "MERI JINDGI CHHIN GAYI"  .. MERE KAAN KHADE HO GAYE .. MUJHE SAMAJHTE HUE TANIK DER NA LAGI KI, YAH AAVAJ PADOS KE GHAR SE NAHI BALKI MERE AGAL-BAGAL ME KOI PRETAATMA BOL RAHA HAI .. MAI US AAVAJ KO LAKSHYA KARKE BOLA -"KISNE TUMHARI JINDAGI CHHIN LEE .. TUMHE YANHA SE JANE ME KYA KATHINAYI HAI ?"
USNE KAHA -"MUJHSE NADANI ME GALTI HO GAYI THI .. VAH AURAT DAAYAN THI .. USNE MUJHE PAISE KI LAALACH ME MANTRA BAL  SE  APNE VASH ME KAR RAKHA THA   .. MAI JAB KABHI KISI MANDIR ME JATA THA TO USKE MANTRA SHAKTI KAMJOR HO JATI AUR MUJHE AATM-BODH HOTA .. MUJHE APNI GALTI PAR AFSOS HOTA .. KI, MUJHE APNI PATNI KO IS KHOTI AURAT KE LIYE DHOKHA NAHI DENI CHAHIYE THA .. LEKIN AB AFSOS KARNE SE BHI KYA FAYDA ? .. EK DIN USKE SATH KAFI    KAHA-SUNI HO GAYI THI .. KYONKI JAB MUJHE AATM -BODH HONE LAGA THA .. TAB MAI US SE KAFI DURI BANA KAR RAHNE LAGA THA .. IS BAAT PAR USNE KAH DIYA KI, MERA KISI AUR KE SATH CHAKKAR HAI .. YAH SUNKAR USE MAI KAH DIYA - TUJH JAISI DAAYAN SE TO DUSRI AURAT BHALI HAI .. .. IS PAR VAH AAG-BABULA HO UTHI AUR KAHA- JA JAB TUNE MUJHE DAAYAN KAH HI DIYA TO TUJHE MAI SAPTAAH LAGTE-LAGTE KHAA JAUNGI .. USI RAAT MERE SINE ME DARD-SA HONE LAGA .. JO BAD ME BADHTA HI CHALA  GAYA .. SACHMUCH .. USNE MUJHE SAPTAAH LAGTE-LAGTE MANTRA BAL SE MAAR DALA .. AUR JAB MERI LAASH PADI HUI THI .. JISKE MERI PATNI USKE SATH KAFI JHAGDE KIYE THE .. SO USNE MUJHE APNE MANTRA-BAL PAR BAANDH KAR ISKE SAATH LAGA DIYA .. TAB SE MAI ISKE SAATH HUN .. ISKO CHHOD KAR MAI KANHI JA BHI NAHI PATA; KYONKI MAI USKE MANTRA ME BANDHA HUA HUN".

MAINE US SE PUCHHA-'' YADI MAI YANHA SE MUKTA KARVA DUN TO ?''       ''MUJHE MUKT MAT KARO ...  YADI KUCHH KAR SAKTE HO TO MUJHE PRET-YONI SE HI MUKTI DE DO''.-USNE KAHA.
 THIK HAI MAI AISA HI KARNE KI KOSHISH KARUNGA- MAINE JAWAB DIYA. TAB TAK VAH MAHILA CHAY BANAKAR LAATI HUI DIKHAI DI AUR AATE HI PUCHH BAITHA-'' KIS SE BAAT KAR RAHE THE ?''   .. MAI BINA KUCHH BOLE HAATH ME APNA MOBILE PHONE DIKHLA DIYA. VAH SAMAJH BAITHI KI MAI KISI SE APNE MOBILE PAR BAATEN KAR RAHA THA. CHAAY KI CHUSHKI LETE HUE US PRETAATMA KI MUKTI KE UPAY PAR CHINTAN-MANAN   KARTA RAHA. CHAAY KI AAKHIRI CHUSHKI KHATMA KARTE HI .. MAINE KUCHH  PUJAN-SAMGRI KHARIDNE KI SALAH DI AUR TEEN DINO KE BAAD SADAKSHINA UPASTHIT HONE KO KAHA.

TEEN DINO KE BAAD VAH MERE PAAS SADAKSHINA UPASTHIT HUI. USE MAI SIDDHA KIYA HUA YANTRA DEKAR .. PUJAN KARNE KI PANCHOPCHAR VIDHI SIKHLA DI. VAH PADHI-LIKHI NAHI THI .. ATAH USKE LIYE MUJHE KHAS TAREEKE SE YANTRA SIDDHA KARNE PADE THE. USKO PUJAN KE BAAD NITYA AADHE GHANTE TAK YANTRA KE SAMNE BAITHNE THE. VAH NITYA PUJAN KARKE AADHE GHANTE TAK YANTRA KE SAMNE BAITHNE LAGI .. USKO MAINE AISA 21 DINO TAK KARTE RAHNE KI SALAH DIYA THA. DAS DIN BITE HONGE .. KI, EK DIN USKI LADKI DURGA MERE PAAS AAYI. AANE KE BAAD KUCHH DER TAK IDHAR-UDHAR KI BAAT KARTI RAHI. FIR APNE BARE ME BOLI KI, MUJHE APNI KOSHISH-PUJAN KARNE SE KUCHH LAABH MILTA HUA SAMAJH ME NAHI AA RAHA HAI .. HAAN II EK BAAT MUJHE MAHSUS HOTI HAI KI .. JAB BHI MAI PUJA KARTI HUN .. MERE MAN ME EK AJIB -SI KHUSHI MAHSUS HOTI HAI. MERE PUJA KE FAL KO TEJ KARNE KE LIYE .. AAPKO BHI KUCHH KARNA PADEGA .. ||

MAINE USE SAMJHAYA - "KISI BHI SIDDHA KIYE GAYE YANTRA ME JIS DEVI YA DEVTA KI STHAPNA KI HUI HOTI HAI .. VAH GURU KE MADHYAM SE KI  HUI HOTI HAI AUR US YANTRADI KE PUJAN AADI KA FAL DEVTA GURU KE MADHYAM SE HI LETE HAI AUR US PUJA YA SADHNA KA FAL GURU KE MADHYAM SE DETE HAI .. AISE MUJHE ALAG RAHNE AUR ALAG SE KOI VISHESH PRAYATNA KARNE KI KOI JARURAT NAHI HAI .. JAB TUM SADHNA ME BILKUL TANMAY HO UTHOGI .. AUR IS KARAN JAB SADHNA PARIPAKVA HO JATI HAI .. TAB PRAYAH DEV HI GURU RUP ME SADHAK KE SADHNA KE DAURAN PRAKAT HOKAR JAP GRAHAN KARKE PRATYAKSHA RUP ME SADHNA KE FAL KO DE DETE HAI. ISLIYE TUM BINA KOI CHINTA KIYE NIRANTAR SADHNA KARTI CHALI JAO ..II ISKE BAD VAH CHALI GAYI. FIR US BUJURG MAHILA KE PUJAN KE 21ven DIN AAYI AUR KAHNE LAGI -'' MAA JAB PUJA KARTI THI TO .. VAH PUJA KE DAURAN AJIBO GARIB HARKAT KARNE LAG JATI THI .. PAHLE TO EK SAPTAH USKE PUJA KE SAMAY MAI GHAR PAR THI HI NAHI .. JAB THI TO MAINE DEKHA KI, VAH PUJAN KE DARAN .. APNA CHEHRA SURKH-LAAL SA KAR LETE HAI AUR AANKHE LAAL-LAAL KARKE AUR FAAD FAAD KAR IDHAR-UDHAR DEKHNE LAGATI HAI .. KABHI-KABHI USKE MUNH SE BHAYANAK-SI AAVAJEN NIKALNE LAGATI HAI .. TO KABHI VAH HOOH-HOOH-HOOH BOLTE HUE JOR-JOR SE JHUMNE LAG JATI HAI .. AAJ MAINE USE JAB USKO AISA KARTE DEKHA TO MUJHE KAFI GUSSA HO AAYA .. YAH KYA ROJ - ROJ PUJA KE DAURAN NAUTANKI KIYA KARTI HAI .. MAINE YAHI KAHTE HUA USKO JOR SE DAANT DIYA. BAS KYA THA VAH MUJHE GHURNE LAGI AUR BOLI .. USKI AVAJ DOHRA NIKAL RAHA THA .. LAG RAHA THA KI, MARD AUR AURAT KI AAVAJ EK SAATH KANTH SE NIKAL RAHI HAI -'' CHUP || TU KYA JANTI HAI .. US VAKTA TU BAHUT CHHOTI THI .. TERI MAA SAB JANTI HAI .. MAI AB KUCHH KARUNGA NAHI  .. BAS THODI DER AUR HILAUNGA-DULAUNGA AUR FIR SADA KE LIYE CHALA JAUNGA .. .. .. AISA HI HUA MAA THODA HILNE DULNE KE BAAD .. RONE LAGI .. FIR JAB CHUP HUI TO SABKUCHH SAMANY-SA HO GAYA.'' .. .. AB AAGE KYA KARNA HOGA ?
MAINE KAHA -''AGLE DIN MAA KE YANTRA KO KISI NAHAR YA NADI ME VISARJIT KARVA DENA BAS''.
VAH AAGE KAHNE LAGI-'' KUCHH KHUSHIYAN SAMNE AA RAHI HAI .. MERI BAAT EK JAGAH PAKKI HONE VALI HAI .. MAA KE FAMILY PENSION KA KAGJAT SAKARATMAK RUP SE AAGE BADH CHUKI HAI ..... II

SAMAY APNI GATI SE AAGE BADHATA CHALA GAYA ..  KAREEB DO MAAH BAD DURGA APNE MAA, BADI BAHAN AUR BHAI KE SATH MERE PAAS AAYI .. HAATH ME USKE VIVAH KI NIMANTRAN-PATRA THA. USKA AAGE BADHKAR MERE CHARAN CHHUKAR BOLA -''HAMLOG MUKADMA JEET GAYE .. MAA KO  FAMILY PENSION BAN GAYA AUR MUJHE PITA JI KE JAGAH PAR NAUKARI LAG GAYI .. YAH SHADI KA CARD HAI .. HAM SAB AAPKO NIMANTRAN DENE AAYEN HAI.''
''THIK HAI  MAI JARUR AAUNGA'' -MAINE JAWAB DIYA. ISKE BAAD KUCHH DER IDHAR-UDHAR KI BAATEN HUI AUR SABHI VAAPAS CHALE GAYE .. .. .. .. SAATH HI SAATH VAH PRET BHI SADA KE LIYE .. .. IN LOGON KO SATANA CHHOD KAR .. APNE NAYE JIVAN - YATRA KE LIYE JAA CHUKA THA.   .. .. .. HARI OM TATSAT II