..AUR ACHANAK,SAIKRO CHINKHE EK SATH GUNJ UTHI,MAI JANHA THA VANHI PAR THITHAK-SA GAYA.MERI SANSE THAM-SI GAYI..MERA AUR DHADKAN BADH-SA GAYA JAB VANHA PAR BHAGDAR-SA MACH GAYA.MAI KHUD KO SAYNT KIYA.YAH KYA ? DHATTA TERI KI !! MAINE UNKE BHAGNE KI ANDAAJ SE ANUMAN LAGAYA KI, YE SUAR AUR UNKE BACHCHE THE,JO ANDHERE ME CHAR RAHE THE.PAR YE ITNA GHABRA KAR BHAG KYUN PADE ? YAH SOCHTE HUE,MAI AAGE BADH GAYA.NADI PAR BANE PUL PAR JA PAHUNCHA.AB APNE DONO HATHON SE SADHNA SAMGRI NADI ME DALNE HI VALA THA KI.....

USNE AAGE KAHA-INKI SADHNA SHAMSHAN,KHAI-GADDHA YA EKANT STHAL/KAMRE ME KARNA CHAHIYE..INKE KAMNA PURAK ANEKO MANTRA HAI. VAISE INKA MUL MANTRA HAI-"DHOOM DHOOH DHOOMAVATI THAH THAH"..SADANAD SE MULAKAT KE 6 MAHINE BAD MAINE AGHOR DEVI DHUMAVATI KI SADHNA SAMPANNA KIYA..SADHNA SAMPANNA HONE KI RAAT..SADHNA SAMGRI VISARJIT KARNE KE LIYE NIKAL PADA..AMAVAS KI RAAT THI..APNA HATH TAK NAHI DIKH RAHA THA..MAINE TORCH TAK NAHI LIYA THA..NADI KI OR MAI KUCHH DUR HI GAYA THA KI..MUJHE KUCHH AJIB-SA MAHSUS HONE LAGA

VAH AAGE KAHNE LAGA>AGHOR KA SHABDIK ARTH HAI>A=NAHI AUR GHOR=KATHIN;VAH KRIYA JO KATHIN NA HO.PAR TANTRANUSAR,USKI SADHNA KARNA,JISKI"SHIV"NA HO (GHOR=SHIV)..MATA DHUMAVATI SHIV RAHIT,VIDHVA RUPINI,BHUKH-PYAS,MALINTA YUKTA,HATH ME "SUP" DHARAN KIYE, INKI RATH PAR KAUA KA CHINHA HOTA HAI..INKO ALAXMI,DARISRA,JYESHTHA LAXMI AADI NAMO SE JANI JATI HAI..VASTAV ME"DHUMAVATI MAHAVIDYA"KA SIDDHA SADHAK HI 'AGHOR' HAI.INKI SADHNA KO SAMPANNA KARNE VALE SADHAK KI BADE SE BADE SHATRU BHI BAL BANKA NAHI KAR SAKTA HAI

AGHORI SADANAND "DHUMAVATI SADHNA" BATANE KI BAT KAHKAR,APNA HATH HAVA ME LAHRAY,USKE HATH ME SHARAB KI BOTAL THI,VAH DEKHTE HI DEKHTE,PURI BOTAL SHARAB APNE HALAK ME UTAR LI,USKE AANKHE LAL HO GAYI.VAH AAGE KAHNE LAGA.SHAMSHAN ME KI JANE VALI HAR SADHNA"AGHOR SADHNA"HI NAHI HO JATI,SAMAJ KE KUCHH OCHHE AUR SWARTHI LOGO NE,RISHIY PRANIT UJJWAL VIDYA KO"APNI ANUKULTA"KE LIYE NAYE SHIRE SE PARIBHASHIT KARKE ISKE SAHI RUP KO VIKRIT KAR DIYA.SHANSHAN AUR AGHOR KE NAM PAR LOGO KE MAN ME BHAY AUR GHRINA BHAR DIYA

VAH AGHORI MERA HAM UMRA HI THA.MAINE USKA NAM PUCHHA TO,USANE APNA NAM SADANAND BATAYA.MERE BACHPAN ME BHI, EK MITRA KA NAM SADANAND THA;KANHI YAH VAHI TO NAHI ? MERE PITA JI SARKARI KARMCHARI THE,AUR NAUKARI KE DARMYAN UNKI STHANANTARAN HOTA HI RAHTA THA.BACHPAN KA MITRA MUJHE"SAHASA JILA"ME MILA THA..JAB MERE PITA JI KI TABADLA VANHA HUA THA.MAI ABHI APNE VICHARON ME KHOYA HUA THA..USNE YAH DEKH TOK HI DIYA..KAHA-"DIMAG PAR JYADA JOR NA DALO MITRA !! AAJ MAI 'MATA DHUMAVATI' KE SADHNA KE BARE ME BATAUNGA

US AGHORI SE MERI MULAKAT USI, SHAMSJAN ME, AGLE TIN MAHINE TAK HOTE RAHI. ISI KRAM ME USNE MUJHE ANOKHE SADHNAON KE BARE ME BATLATA RAHA. USNE MUJHE 'BHUT VIDYA' KE BARE BATLAYI AUR EK SATH SAIKARO BHUTON KO MERE SAMNE KHARA KAR DIYA...USANE BHUT KO VASH ME KAR MANCAHA KARYA KARVANE KI VIDHI BATAYI. MUJHE AAJ BHI AATE-JAATE KANHI NA KANHI EKANT ME BHUTON KE DARSHAN HOTE HI RAHTE HAI. MAI IS VIDYA ME RUCHI NAHI RAKHTA, ATAH ISE SIDDHA KARNA AVASHYAK NA SAMJHA AUR NA KIYA..LEKIN AVSHYAKTA MAHSUS HOGI TO ...

BAHUT SAAL PEHLE,GARMI KI CHICHILATI DHUP ME GHUMTA HUA MAI,SHAMSHAN JA PAHUNCHA..MAN ME BAHUT SE PRASHNA GHUM RAHE THE..VANHI PAR EK AUGHAR SE BHET HO GAYI..MAINE USASE KUCHH PRASHNA KIYE.USKE JAVAB SE MAI PURNTAH SANTUSHT HUA.USNE BATAYA KI,"RATI PRIYA" KI KAVACH SIDDH KAR LENE KE BAD,SAVA LAKH "RATI PRIYA KE MANTRA"JAP KARNE PAR,ABHAGA KE BHI BHAGY JAG JATE HAI.RATI PRIYA KE KRIPA SE DHAN KI PRAPTI KISI NA KISI MADHYAM SE HOTE HI RAHTE HAI.MAINE SADHNA SHURU KIYE..SHESH BHAG ISI BLOG KE COMMENT ME PADHE